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I’m Back.

It’s been almost two weeks since I have written on this site. The break wasn’t intentional. My mother passed two weeks ago and understandably (I hope) I haven’t been feeling particularly inspirational or philosophical.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: Shoot Mushrooms

I recently bumped into a man in one of my local parks, my camera in hand. He approached and told me he was a photographer as well. We did as all photography nerds do and began talking about camera brands, specs and preferred focal lengths.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: Grief And Joy (Second Line)

Mourning isn’t for the dead. It’s for the living. Whether you believe in an afterlife or that death is a full-stop, the loved ones we lost are free of worry and pain. Our mourning is the acceptance of our own worry, our own pain. But at some point, we must shed the weight of sorrow and transition back to joy.

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Bye Ma.

My mother, Cynthia Rose Neil, died this weekend at the age of 77, two days before I planned a surprise visit. That visit would have ended nearly a dozen years of having not seen her or my father in person. A self-induced exile resulting from childhood trauma and a myriad of unresolved issues. In lieu of getting to see her one last time, I wrote this letter.

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The World Is Right Outside.

If given a chance, ideas can resonate around the world but, some requirements have to be met before that resonance is possible.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: Interpreting Existence

There is no medium that perfectly encapsulates a moment of your existence. Expression is plagued with layers that subtly (or not so subtly) alter the representation of what you see and feel.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: Use And Relevance

There is a saying that I have lived by. You are as relevant as you are useful. Your opportunities are directly tied to the utility you can provide others.

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An Argument For Haikus

It’s an easy exercise to create the habit of putting words on paper (or screen) while being corny enough that you aren’t hung up on crafting the perfect verse (until you are).

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A Simple Joy

I'm not much of a spiritual person at this point in my life. My belief in a higher power is proportional to how dire my circumstances are.

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Aliya: A (Photo) Essay

It’s thrilling, it’s scary, but it’s also the safest I can remember being in a relationship because, instead of pushing for an impossible steadiness, we dive headlong into the inevitable rise and fall of a well-lived life.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: The Art We Never See

Sometimes I wonder about creations that we will never see. The creations that either eroded over time or the ones hidden in basements and attics. There are likely more Vivian Maiers in the world than Gordon Parks.

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Dog Walk Philosophy: The Six-Minute Song

I like long songs. I grew up in a time when an artist could make a song as long as one side of an LP. I especially like long songs with distinct movements. Think “Freebird“ by Lynyrd Skynyrd or “Green Eyes” by Erykah Badu. They feel like expressions of complete thought. I like to listen to these songs when I”m drifting off and thinking of ideas for projects.

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Random Story: Beer Money

One evening, my father was heading to the bodega and asked me if I wanted anything. “Pick me up a six-pack,” I said, straight-faced. My father, just as straight-faced, “Go get your money.”

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Dog Walk Philosophy: What Is A Happy Creative?

For years I thought that being creative required poor mental health. I embraced my depression because I produced good work. But, I’m learning how that is a false equivalency. If I’m talented, it’s not because I’m in pain. It’s because I have a bit of natural talent that a massive amount of repetition has nurtured.

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A Meandering Story About The Time I Was Homeless

I was what I call fresh homeless. I slept on the train wearing a leather bomber with a lovely cable knit cardigan with another heavy sweater underneath, boots that were more fashion than function, all paired with matching wool gloves and scarf. I carried a two-thousand-dollar laptop, a thousand-dollar cellphone, and three-hundred-dollar headphones in my faux-military backpack. If I ever needed to beg for money, I wouldn’t have gotten a dime.

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What Was Your Flex Today?

I decided that I wanted to try and liven up my Twitter feed. I asked a straightforward question. “What was your flex today?” I wanted to hear all the amazing things my small but active following had been doing in the midst of what felt like anarchy (this was before 2020 completely showed its ass).

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